Figuring out my life

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Hi there,

Today being my birthday I thought why don't I start writing all over again. Writing has been my passion anything and everything that keeps on running in my head I draw them or write them as it gives me clarity all the time. Like other times I didn't want a lavish birthday I just wanted my immediate friends and family and getting wished by them felt so good. But then a thought came "Anu, is it all that you wanted . You had your life planned out but nothing happened that way", {the creepy nagging voice in the back of my mind, pulling me down and making me feel sad} But then and there Universe intervened playing my favorite song out "I like me better when I am with you" I smiled like I knew what Universe was doing; bringing me back to the present; that's when I looked around me I was surrounded by the people who loved me the most who believed in my shittiest dreams and believed that I could get them and I was unstoppable and nothing more mattered that time. I felt so grateful and joyful at that moment. Then I started looking back at the time and saw I have definitely come a long way through everything even though few things didn't work out but I became my own best version during these periods and many beautiful things happened out of it more than I expected. It's like Universe knew what I needed all along. I felt extremely thankful for everything. 

Life isn't perfect but now I know I don't have to worry how it's going to unfold. It will unfold in the most beautiful form like a beautiful butterfly much more better than I expect it to be. So if I have a piece of suggestion to myself it's this "Relax baby, take a deep breathe, you have nothing to worry about, you have nothing to panic about things would keep on unfolding and you will enjoy and cherish every moment of it. Just let it be, be in this moment, and do things that bring joy to you. Enjoy this beautiful life. Live everyday one moment at a time. Learn to be patient with yourself first then only you can be patient with others and love and pamper yourself, because you matter. And once you learn to love yourself the entire world starts loving you". Kind of a weird suggestion but this philosophy has done wonders to me in these past couple of years. I am thankful that I could understand it, and trust the Universe being my partner in each and every sense. Thank you thank you thank you for my miraculous life. I love you loads Universe.   

Wishing good luck and blessings to all my beautiful readers.

Anupa Udayan

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Location: Bengaluru, Karnataka, India

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